Alone, all alone

Am I needed in this world?

I am afraid, I have to say no.

No one loves me."Yes," not even my family.

In search of a compassionate soul, where

I should go?

Days move on, seasons change and year pass by,

sitting lonely in a dark corner I face

Hardships of life alone,

"yes" all alone.

"Why you made me so unlucky, God?"

In a sepulchural tone I complain.

Love, as important as water and air

Why you made my life devoid of it,

cold and plain?

"Love is life" they say. Tell me, you have to,

what is this that I am living alone?

"Yes" all alone.

Will ever be able to feel the warmth of love?

I wonder, looking at the sky, as if pleading.

I hear no answer, nothing at all

Not even a ray of hope, to keep my

heart from bleeding.

I realize, though in a hard way,

The fact, the ultimate truth,

I will die as I was born,

"Yes" all alone.

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You Never Alone

You Never Alone.....

Why, as the world spins, do I stand?
Still as the leaves, when there is no wind,
Why does it hurt so much?
When everything you believe in, feels right,
Why am I falling?


When everything around me is rising with the sun,
Why look for pain?
When there is none,
Is heaven a place on Earth?
Or does it come from the heart,
Every breath I take, is another fire, burning up inside,
I know that sometimes the truth hurts, but don’t ever let it slide.


Am I the only one, who takes pride in the little things?
The colour of the sky at dawn,
The feeling, knowing you’ve got something to give,
Even though they spit in your fire,
The freedom to run the waves, whenever the time is right,
The joy, of taking pride in who you are,
Even though they try and scar,
The flame of the candle, dancing in the window pane,
You are fulfilled; you have nothing more to gain.
Is there another part of me?
A part I do not know,
Whatever the future holds, I cannot tell yet,
But I can now see the glow,
A shimmer of light,
A glimmer of hope,
In everything I do.


Feel every moment you live,
For you do not know,
When the sun will stop rising,
Become who you were born to be,
For everyone is here for a reason,
Discover the meaning of life,
You will know when you’ve found it,
The warm heart, and sound of tiny toes,
Pitt-pattering on the floor,
The sound of giggling and laughter,
Where there was none before.


Feel love, when you give,
Not only when you get,
I ask for one thing,
Don’t leave this world yet,
You have many more things to discover,
The light is upon you,
And remember…
You’re never alone

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Always Alone

Alone.........

the sound of silence grows,
every minute feels like a hour,
every hour feels like a day,
as i sit in in the cold light of morning;


its far too late, too late
to pick up my heart from the floor,
as it lay in pieces,
right where you threw it yesterday night;


little by little,
strangers became friends,
friends became lovers,
and suddenly, lovers became strangers;


i am lying here,
lying next to where you left me in pieces,
can’t move, can’t scream,
with only silence for company;


the tick tock of the clock and,
the beat of my heart grows louder and louder,
shrouded by a mystery,
i feel so alone;


as the melody of love fades into the distance,
the screams of silence is all that remains,
lost in the shadows of life,
i am here, Alone, in a crowded room!

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